- nothing,nowhere. dread 歌词
- nothing,nowhere.
- I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton
我望见镜子,一具骷髅伫立 I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine 我体重下滑,一颗药丸入腹 I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives 我已无法与镇静剂分离 Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen 在医院和家往复,我像个样本任人摆布 Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed 我在每个深夜在床上沉思 Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread 尽我所能与某种恐惧斗争 Feeling like this panic that I have will never end 感受这种永不结束的恐慌 And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head 所以感知枪指头脑的清醒 And now these pills got me feeling asleep 只有安眠药才能让我安眠 When I'm awake, can't get away 当药力散去,痛苦席卷而来 Even when I sleep I feel pain 当睡意袭来,痛苦从未离去 Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain 过去种种回忆在脑中循环 About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane 在崩溃边缘我想变得理智 And I just want to know what I did 我想知道我曾犯下何等罪行 Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man 需要我用我痛苦一生来偿还 And I just wanna know when it happened 我想知道事从何起 When I lost my mind 何时苦难将我包裹 And will I ever truly feel happy, ************ 我可曾真正快乐,狗东西 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道苦至何止 Walking around with the same thoughts 带着它在天台来回踱步 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道泪干何日 Face down, ****** up with the door locked 脸刹急停砸烂该死的门 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道痛至何休 Walking around with the same thoughts 带着它在天台来回踱步 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道血凝何时 Face down, ****** up with the door locked 脸刹急停砸烂该死的门 I've been fighting this with everything that I have 我拼尽全力与之抗争 And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad 我从未停歇区分好坏 Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face 但,我看不见痛苦消失,在前方 I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more 是,我不得不取消旅行,在现在 I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest 所以,期望是我所有压力,喘不上气 I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best 感觉,所有人都有所信仰,孤身一人 Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? 冥想,药物,我应该向上帝祈祷吗? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts 我拒绝臣服,我保留思想 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这世间疾苦止于何日 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成 I wanna know when the pain stops 我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方 Walking around with the same thoughts 走来走去痛苦不减 I wanna know when the pain stops 我不知快乐何时来临 Face down, ****** up with the door locked 从头到脚,用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门 I wanna know when the pain stops 我不知伤痛何时离去 Walking around with the same thoughts 思来想去烦恼依旧 I wanna know when the pain stops 我知道答案从未存在 Face down, ****** up with the door locked 从上至下,用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门
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