- barren start (prod OmenXIII) 歌詞
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- I was barely a teenager the first time I tried to kill myself
我第一次企圖自殺時,是在剛進入青春期的時候
For a long time in my life, I felt like I'd been living two different lives
在我生命中非常長的一段時間內，我感覺我在過著兩種不同的人生
Because the truth is, in the life that only I see, who I am, who I really am, is someone who struggles intensely with depression
因為事實是，另外一個人生只有我自己能看到，我是誰，我其實是一個與抑鬱症激烈鬥爭的人
Because there's this pretty popular misconception that depression is just being sad when something in your life goes wrong
因為在社會上有普遍的誤解認為說，抑鬱症只是在當你生命中出了什麼差錯的時候會難過
When you break up with your girlfriend, when you lose a loved one, when you don't get the job you wanted
當你和你的女朋友分手，當你失去心愛的人，當你找不到理想的工作的時候
But that's sadness, that's a natural thing, that's a natural human emotion
但這只是悲傷。這是一件很自然的事情
Real depression isn't being sad when something in you life goes wrong; real depression is being sad when everything in your life was going right
真正的抑鬱不是當你生命中出了差錯的時候悲傷，真正的抑鬱是當你生活中的一切都好的時候悲傷。
I know what I'm missing out on
我當然知道我會錯過什麼
But instead, I choose to focus on the activities that I can do for things that I am passionate about, like scouting, or music, or comic books
但取而代之的，我選擇側重那些對我來說充滿熱情的活動，例如童子軍音樂或漫畫書。
Lesson number one
第一課
Never believe a prediction that doesn't empower you
永遠不要相信一個不能幫助你的預言
(Omen) Don't tell me ** ***** ****
別跟我鬼扯
Stop puling on my strings
停止挑戰我的底線
I tried telling you before
我早就嘗試過告訴你
But you just won't seem to quit
但你就是不放棄
I'm not throwing it
我不管其他的
I'm making myself known and I'm ignoring inside tones
我會揚名立萬，我無視所有狀況
The race just started here we go
比賽才剛剛開始，讓我們上吧
I'm not stopping 'till we dead
我在死之前都不會停止
I'm ******* in
我來了
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