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- Lil Xtra Deathwish 歌詞
- Lil Xtra
- Once upon a long long time ago
很久之前
I used to have these dreams I thought
我有這樣的一些想法
One day Id find some purpose
我會找到自己的目的
Over time Ive realized I am not
隨著時間前進我意識到並不能
Conquering the things I fear
征服我恐懼的事物
Capable of breaking through
或是有重大的突破
Lost the things I once held dear
失去了珍視的東西
I dont know what the **** to do
我不知道該干什麼
Left beliefs that once defined me
只留下了人生信條
My best days are long behind me
最好的時光離我遠去
Half the time Im breathing in
仍然餘有一半的人生
Im dreaming of the day I finally stop
希望有一天可以停止呼吸
Check my feelings at the door
在門口調整我的情感
I dont know what Im fighting for
不知道為了什麼奮鬥
I used to pray that things would change
過去常常祈禱世界發生改變
But now Im well aware theyre not
現在很清醒一切都不會改變
Cause I used to say
因為我曾說
Everything will be alright
一切都會好起來的
But it never will be
但從未發生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你聯繫我
And say you should come out tonight
你總說今晚我應該出來
I just bought an ounce
Im gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度過今晚
Yeah
Yeah
Stop ******* telling me Im fine
請別告訴我我很好
I hate the way you keep your cool
討厭你冷靜的樣子
Im aware youre always right
我知道你總是對的
Go on and play me for the fool
繼續把我當愚者耍
Take the blood out of my veins
抽出我血管中的血
Go on do your worst to me
繼續對我做最壞事
I wouldnt wish this type of pain
不想要這樣的痛苦
On my own worst enemy
來自我最討厭的人
Lay in bed but never sleep
躺在床上難以入睡
I tried to fight but I'm too weak
嘗試反抗卻力不足
And everytime I try to speak
每次我想表達自己時
I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor
最終都會發展成醉倒在地上哭泣
Heared youre doing better now
聽聞你近來安好
It makes it worse I dont know how
我的感受更糟糕
The world keeps turning I cant breathe
這個世界不停的改變著
I just cant do this anymore
甚至呼吸都覺得困難了
Cause I used to say
因為我曾說
Everything will be alright
一切都會好起來的
But it never will be
但從未發生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你聯繫我
And say you should come out tonight
你總說今晚我應該出來
I just bought an ounce
Im gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度過今晚
Yeah
Yeah
I used to pray that everything would be alright
曾祈禱一切都好起來
But nothing could hear me
沒有人聽到我的訴求
Cause theres nothing
因為根本沒有人在聽
Nothing at all
一個都沒有
Cause I used to say
因為我曾說
Everything will be alright
一切都會好起來的
But it never will be
但從未發生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你聯繫我
And say you should come out tonight
你總說今晚我應該出來
I just bought an ounce
Im gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度過今晚
I used to pray
曾祈禱
Everything would be alright
一切都好起來
But it never will be
但從未發生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I wont take your call
斷絕和你的聯繫
Im not going out tonight
今晚我不會出去
Ill never be alright
我永遠不會好起來
I wish I was dead
我希望我已經死了
Yeah
Yeah
I used to pray that everything would be alright
曾祈禱一切都好起來
But it never will be
但從未發生
I wish I
我希望
Wish I was dead
我已經死了
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