- Thomas Reid night child 歌詞
- cøzybøy Thomas Reid
- When I was young I hated drama
我年輕的時候討厭這像齣戲一般的生活
I never wanted to get caught up
我從不想被生活抓住把柄
I built these walls like I'm a martyr
我築起一道牆就為了逃避這些磨難
It's just the way that I was brought up
當然我也就在這樣的環境中長大
Yeah
Yeah
Ain't even talking to my mama, yeah
我甚至很少和我媽說過話
'Cause 'cause I been going through some trauma
因為我所經歷過的這些創傷
I got this shit all on my conscience
讓我的良心早已變得污垢不堪
I got this blood all on my collar
我的衣領上沾了少許的血
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
我真的沒事啊我只是有些累了而已
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
我想我錯過了一個能讓我安心的地方
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
多希望我們還能在這一切變得有意義的時候回到過去
I'm alone in this city until the end
我獨自一人呆在這城市浪蕩直到最後
I know it's been two months I need to call her
我知道已經隔了兩月之久了我還得再打給她
But I'm afraid of what she'll say so I don't bother
但我還是害怕她會說些什麼讓我再費心的話
I know she crying and my sister tryna calm her
我知道她在哭姐姐還在一旁試著安慰著
Sometimes I really wish I had a father
有時我也希望我爸還能在那陪著她
Now all this karma got me feeling six deep
現在所有的這些因果報應讓我感覺自己罪惡深重
I'm twenty six I really need a six speed
二十六歲的我真的很需要些
Something that'll really ****ng fix me
只有那些才能治愈我
'Cause I been on my own since I was sixteen
我從十六歲開始就隻身一人
My auntie tell me I should feel accomplished
我姑姑告訴我人就應該有些成就感
But I'm so out of touch I wanna call quits
但我總感覺我與現實脫了節我有些想放棄了
And I need dramamine 'cause I been falling
我的人生也就像是一場戲我也不斷在跌倒受傷
Emotion sickness seeping in my stomach
每當情緒湧起時我就感覺胃疼
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
我真的沒事啦我只是感覺很累了
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
我想我錯過了一個還能讓我安寧的地方
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
多希望我們還能在一切變得有意義的時候回到過去
I'm alone in this city until the end
我只能孑然一身呆在這城市直到最後
I' m tryna find myself
我也還在嘗試著找回自我
I'm scared I'll let you down
我怕我會讓你失望
It kept me up all night
就因為這個我徹夜難眠
I wanna make things right
我真的只想讓這一切重回正軌
I'm not broke but I'm feeling so damn spent
我真沒事我就是太累了
Think I'm missing a place to lay my head
我想我又錯過了一個讓我覺得安定的地方
Wish that we could go back when it all made sense
多希望我們還能在這一切變得更有意義的時候再回到過去
I'm alone in this city until the end
我也只能在這城市形單影只直到最後了
Swear if I ever have a daughter
我發誓如果我有一個女兒
She will always know her father
我會告訴她我年輕時的經歷她也會永遠了解她的父親到底是個什麼樣的人
And if I ever have a son, yeah
但如果我有一個兒子好吧
I'mma teach him how to love and never falter
我就教他如何去愛如何在生活面前永不低頭
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