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- cøzybøy
- These girls hop around like it's double dutch
Wine in my cup, sizing em up, where is the love
Reaching for air
Suffocated by trust issues this ***t isn't fair
I played by the rules and got clipped on the air
I showed you i cared
I was really there
Helped you more than i thought i would dare
I was dealing with my ***t but then i canceled it
Answered every phone call
You don't know the half of it
Never told you cuz i know your thoughts snowball
I tried to be a good guy but all i got was cut throat
I stopped everything
I stopped making beats and chasing dreams
So i could help you chase your dreams
Funny how that ***t turned quick to a nightmare
Ex girl on my mind
Thousand yard stare
Out of the war but i smell blood in the air
PTSD close my eyes i see you there
Impaired
Stumbling on my feet
I don' t normally get like this especially during the week
But i been holding onto words i know it's hard to believe
You lost yourself awhile back and found yourself in me
Then i was your source of happiness
And that's how we lose cuz then
When i was hurt you were hurt but you were hurting me
Complicated ***t that we waded through
Young kids in love feels like murder in the 3rd degree
Yea, swear i wish i could give you more
Insecure beautiful girls hard to adore
I tried to give you everything from every single pore
But it was hard for me to open up
Like a locked door i was shut from the moment we kissed
I was already shut before the day that we made love at my crib
I'm sorry, i justbeen through it all before
Been watching my parents go through it since i was four
Yea
And now im lonely in the aftermath
Sleep with random girls just so i can avoid the heart attacks
Still can't believe you gave me backlash after everything you said
What a mismatch
Yeah
But whatever i know it's hard for you
I guess when people lie to themselves they lie to you too
***t's gonna be hard to undo
But **** it
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