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- Vic Mensa 2HONEST 歌詞
- Vic Mensa
- Snoh Aalegra/Vic Mensa:
Loneliness speaks through my smile It seems the darkest lullaby La la-la-la la-la la La la-la-la la-la la I call a 51-50 on myself Thats how you know I need help I call a 51-50 on myself Thats how you know I need help Vic Mensa: Tears of a fallen soldier rollin down my face One hand stickin out of my grave The whole world left me for dead Michael Jacksons estate But Im too high Ill never land A river that knows its source can never run dry Thats why I had to cut out the middle man Hate from all directions assassinatin my character I felt like Malcom X and J. Edgar Hoovers America I said the truth and I paid for it I paid for it I got on my knees and cried to the Lord I prayed for it I have bounties on my head when my sister was in my home Sleepless night by the chrome trigger finger next to my dome Contemplatin self destruction equatin myself to nothin Fixated on my regression I felt like Benjamin Button I collapsed in my depression I just couldnt write for nothin When I stared at my reflection all that I felt was disgusted My confidence evaporated less than a man I was emasculated I turned to violence to be validated Violated probation again and again My kin and my friends like What the f** k is up with you fam Dont you understand N***as wanna f**k with you fam But you keep f**kin yourself and that f**ks with your fans SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra: Pardonme my n***a I believed the lie I cant be too honest Ooh ooh ooh-ooh The pain behind your eyes tells me that its not what you wanted Ooh ooh ooh- ooh And its hard to explain to the people standin still why youre runnin Ooh ooh ooh-ooh I was runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin Vic Mensa/Snoh Aalegra: I call a 51-50 on myself Thats how you know I need help I call a 51-50 on myself Thats how you know I need help Vic Mensa: Do you know what the f**k it feels like to wake up every day in distress Pissed off at yourself neglect so you just lay in your mess And people depend on you got so much s**t on your chest That your train of thought cant seem to find a way to express I found a notebook in my parents crib from when I was five I went inside and it said I hate myself I wanted to die cryin I couldnt even fathom the child feeling so lonely So next time a n***a tell you bout Vic say they dont know me I need to be loved I need to be loved I needed the d**gs cause I couldnt do it I couldnt do it I was goin through it Growin up I was a product of my biracial confusion Neither black nor white I guess that makes me translucent I crushed everything I touched I f**ked every single slut but I couldnt bust a nut In my stomach I plummet into my dungeon Down in the depths of my darkness Im steppin over my carcass Im comin out of my hatred Tired of my heart bein vacant I made a promise wont break it I told my momma well make it I told my gang we gon make it If they wont give it to us well take it One thing that is true is my greatness Promise I wont doubt Ill believe it Im exercisin my demons for the last time SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra: Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie I cant be too honest Ooh ooh ooh-ooh The pain behind your eyes tells me that its not what you wanted Ooh ooh ooh- ooh And its hard to explain to the people standin still why youre runnin Ooh ooh ooh-ooh I was runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin SAINt JHN: But pardon me my n***a isnt this aint life you said that you wanted You know the cars movin fast what a view and the women are stunnin And its hard when youre comin from the bottom tryin not to become it So Im runnin from the absolute savage that I know Im becomin Comin yeah ayy
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