- BROCKHAMPTON Tonya 歌詞
- BROCKHAMPTON
- Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up
對不起媽媽，我從沒接你的電話
Mmm-mhm
嗯。 。
Because Im afraid to disappoint
我只是怕讓你失望
Ooh, oh, no
對不起
Oh, no
我不是不想你
And Ive been feelin like I dont matter how I used to
過去的事情我似乎已不再在意
And Ive been feelin like I dont matter how I used to
不再在意了
We were sat outside on the hardwood floor
我們曾坐在庭院的木地板上
With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe
腳底沾滿泥巴，懷著敬畏之心
I be losin sleep thinkin bout missed calls
我為那些錯過的來電而失眠
And I see the names circling our thoughts
那些名字一直在我腦海裡浮現
And I think about if we lose it all
我在想我是否失去了他們
And I turn to **** that you never want
我沾上了你唾棄的東西
Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all
尼古丁，酒精，所有爛東西
And Ill say again, sorry I dont call
我要再次道歉我沒有回電給你
Theres no money on my mind, but my money or my mind
我做這些不是為了錢
Whats the first to fall?
但對金錢的渴望也讓我討厭自己
I never wanted this ****
我不想。 。
Yeah
哎
And Ive been feelin like I dont matter how I used to
過去的事情我似乎已不再在意
And Ive been feelin like I dont matter how I used to
不再在意了
Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts
有時被瞄的太準打的太疼
Like when Auntie couldnt decide
就像阿姨沒法決定
Between going to work or church
去工作還是去禮拜
Ive been in my feelings on an island in the dirt
我像是陷入了孤島上的泥沼
I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings dont get hurt
我以為聽了兄弟的謊話會好受一點
I said, Ill try vacation, and Ill try to run away
我試著給自己放假，我試著讓自己逃離
I deleted Facebook, Ill trade fame any day
我卸載了Facebook，我願失去名聲回到過去
For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate
有個安靜的地方，可以燒烤的地方（brockhampton在德州生活過一段時間）
Ill switch my place if thats good for you, is that good for you?
如果你想跟我交換身份，那就換吧，可別後悔
My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya
我的魂魄會纏著你，我的生活就像是《I,Tonya》（一位花樣滑冰選手，她的經歷被改編為電影於2017年上映）
A big eyed monster, only face to conquer
你會變成一隻大眼怪，只能一直去戰勝生活中的困難
I hated songs about fame cause that stuff meant nothin
我討厭關於名利的歌就沒啥意義
Until them headlines came, then first flight Im stuckin
然後這些歌就上了頭條，我在飛機上驚得無法動彈
And maybe it means nothing
也許毫無意義
But I have to say I think about you often
但我還是要說我時常想起你
And if you want no part with me
如果你想跟我乾架(應為And if you want a war with me)
Ill walk away, I know that I have wronged you
我會屈服因為我曾辜負你
And maybe it means nothing
也許毫無意義
But I have to say I think about you often
但我還是要說我時常想起你
And if you want no part with me
如果你想跟我乾架
Ill walk away, I know that I have wronged you
我會屈服因為我曾辜負你
I took a plane to somewhere that Ive never been
我飛往未知的地方
Too many times without my sister and my brother
太多次旅程家人都不在我的身邊
Dad or mother by my side but theyre in spirit
但他們存在於我的靈魂之中
I always hear it, I know they feel it
我總能聽到他們的聲音我知道他們明白我想著他們
My mom will always have these dreams that keep her up at night
我媽總是每晚擔心我，難以入眠
I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time
我抽煙是為了讓家人討厭我遠離我，來利用好自己的時間
Im void of feelin
我已經麻木了
The reasons Im so out of touch, now start revealin
我如此孤獨的原因，現在開始顯現
But Im not ashamed, Im not afraid of who I am
但我不會羞愧，我也不畏懼自己
Or how I trust my mental, yeah, its not perfect
即使我的精神不健全我也會相信它
But I guess thats just the *** * Im into
我想這就是我熱愛的生活
I fantasize about a time when everything was simple
我幻想過簡單的生活
My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to
我的家人們讓我不做錯事
The way it stands to me
他們永遠站在我這邊
A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family
一個斯德哥爾摩患者的一邊
Whats costin you time? Whats the reason that you whine?
是什麼在浪費你的時間？是什麼讓你抱怨？
Whats in your wallet? Dead whites in mine
你的錢包裡有什麼？我的裝有死去的白人
So sour, in this light of lime
灑滿了石灰，都還是臭得要死(指那些種族主義者)
Daddy said 'study or get that cash'
他說：“給我學習，不然就只能當個小偷”
Mommy said 'your career aint gon last'
她說：“你成不了事”
Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad
所以抓把零錢，叫輛出租，離開他們的陰影之下
I just want a chance to move past my past
我只想抓住機會，逃離這殘忍的過去
Dont think too fast, private jets still crash
但也別想太遠了，噴氣機也會墜毀
And Ill still fly coach, and Ill still hit a roach
至少我還能坐得起經濟艙，我還打的死蟑螂
And Ill still see roaches at the crib where my folks at
我還看見他們的爛房子裡有蟑螂亂爬
Touch your dreams fore you touch me and provoke a man
在你來惹毛我之前先碰得到自己的夢想吧垃圾
(Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and Im gonna tell it!)
總有人得出來說實話，我就來當那個人
I will (I will)
我會的
And Ive been feelin like I dont matter how I used to
我似乎快忘記了我的從前
How I, how I
我的從前...
Can I tell you how, Can I tell you now
我能告訴你嗎..
How I, how I
我的從前...
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