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- Ben Platt words fail 歌詞
- Ben Platt
- I never meant to make it such a mess
我不是故意搞出這個爛攤子
I never thought that it would go this far
我從沒想過事情會變成這樣
So I just stand here sorry
我只能在這裡蒼白地道歉
Searching for something to say
盡力想能說點什麼
Something to say
說點什麼
Words fail words fail
要如何說要如何說
Theres nothing I can say
沒什麼可以說的
I guess I thought I could be part of this
我猜可能是因為我覺得自己可以融入這裡吧
I never had this kind of thing before
我過去從來沒擁有過這樣的生活
I never had that perfect girl
我從沒擁有過這麼美好的女孩
Who somehow could see the good part of me
她不知為何能看到我的好
I never had the dad who stuck it out
我從沒擁有過這樣專一的父親
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
沒有老掉牙的笑話或者棒球手套
No mom who just was there
沒擁有過一直守候的母親
Cause mom was all that she had to be
因為她不用為生活奔勞
Thats not a worthy explanation
這不是什麼有用的解釋
I know there is none
我知道也不會有
Nothing can make sense of all these things Ive done
什麼都解釋不了我為什麼做出了這一切
Words fail words fail
要如何說要如何說
Theres nothing I can say
沒什麼可以說的
Except sometimes you see everything you wanted
除了有些時候你看到了你想要的所有美好
And sometimes you see everything you wish you had
有些時候你看到了你夢中也想得到的美好
And its right there right there right there
這美好就在那裡就在那裡就在那裡
In front of you
觸手可及
And you want to believe its true
你希望這些美夢都是真的
So you make it true
所以你就讓美夢成真了
And you think maybe everybody wants it
你還會想著說不定每個人都想要呢
And needs it a little bit too
每個人都想要哪怕一點點也好
This was just a sad invention
這就是個糟糕的想法
It wasnt real I know
它也不是真的我知道
But we were happy
但是我們多開心啊
I guess I couldnt let that go
我就想著我不能讓它消失
I guess I couldnt give that up
我就想著我不能放棄它
I guess I wanted to believe
我就想著我相信它是真的
Cause if I just believe
因為只要我相信
Then I dont have to see whats really there
我就不用看到真實的一片狼藉
No Id rather pretend Im something better than
我寧願假裝自己強過這些
These broken parts
破碎的殘片
Pretend Im something other than
假裝自己不是那個
This mess that I am
沒用的自己
Cause then I dont have to look at it
因為這樣我就不用看到真相
And no one gets to look at it
沒有人會注意真相
No no one can really see
對沒人會真正看到
Cause Ive learned to slam on the brake
因為我已經學會瞭如何踩下剎車
Before I even to turn the key
在我轉動鑰匙之前
Before I make the mistake
在我犯下錯誤之前
Before I lead with the worst of me
在我讓我最糟糕的一面展現之前
I never let them see the worst of me
我從未讓他們看到過最糟糕的我
Cause what if everyone saw
因為如果大家看到了
What if everyone knew
如果大家知道了
Would they like what they saw
他們會喜歡他們看到的嗎
Or would they hate it too
或者他們也會討厭他
Will I just keep on running away from whats true
所以我只好努力逃避離開現實
All I ever do is run
我所做的只有逃避
So how do I step in
所以我要如何才能
Step into the sun
踏進陽光
Step into the sun
踏進陽光
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