- Eminem deja vu 歌詞
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底特律醫療中心，我們發現一位昏迷的35歲男性
DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
可能服用藥物過度，成分不明
Possible overdose, substance unknown
脈搏微弱，呼吸8次/分鐘
Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight
已經戴上呼吸機
He's intubated and we're bagging him now
血壓急劇下降
BP 90 over palp
病患溫度下降，皮膚濕冷
Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
已吸痰處理，昏迷指數三級(此處應為GCS ，三級為嚴重)
Has aspirated, GSC is 3
我們十分鐘後到醫院
We'll update en route ETA ten minutes
當我進入一個狂亂的狀態
As I fall deeper into a manic state
我深陷酒精和毒癮之潭無法自拔
Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate
血壓急速飆高
The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate
不由自主地拿起奈奎爾吞了下去
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate
一開始我只是想嚐一口
Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste
喝了幾口以後，我開始漸漸覺得藥效不夠
Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate
我覺得地西泮（安定劑）會夠勁
To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great
我本只打算吃一顆，最後吞了八顆
I go to just take one than i end up like having eight
現在我覺得餓了，我還沒有吃飯（嗑藥容易餓）
Now i need something in my stomach because i haven＇t ate
不如吃點墨西哥玉米片，再來份牛排吧
Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak
看著我的女兒，我從沒擔心過毒癮會毀掉我的生活
And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face
'媽媽，爸爸又開始不對勁了'
Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank
”變得反复無常，他真的嚇到我了'
Hes acting weird again he ＇s really beginnings to scare me
'又不刮鬍子，還假裝聽不見我的話“
Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn＇t hear me
'整天就只是啃著零食'
And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just
'剛剛又吃了三跟巧克力棒，然後在車後座睡著了'
Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat
有時我覺得我好孤單，我也不知為何
感覺我曾經走過這段路
Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know
如冰刀刺骨，寂寞佔據了我的身體
It feels like ive been down this road before
尤其當我回到家，扣上房門
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
感覺好似似曾相識，我只想快點離開這裡
As soon as i go home and close the door
但是我做不到，即使我嘗試了，這不過是個謊言
God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
我不會走，為什麼？我也不知道
But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie
'來點冰啤酒嘛？'
cause i don＇t and why i just don＇ t knowwoooo
惡魔在我肩上耳語，但我已經戒酒一年了
Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer
他一直糾纏慫恿著我，他的聲音在我腦海裡不斷縈繞
Thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a fuckin year
'Marshall，我們一起來看節目吧，在播你最喜歡的《牛仔和海盜》噢''
And that fucker still talks to me hes all i can fuckign hear
要不我來個半杯吧，反正不會醉
Marshall c＇mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears
這點酒馬上就能醒，不過就是人為的規矩
And maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed
所以我喝了一半
For half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line
那就把剩下的也喝了吧，聽起來很愚蠢
With that kind of rational man i got half a mind
沒錯，我知道，但不就是點小酒
To have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine
我朝著沙發走去，嗷，小心要撞到牆了
Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol
失去了平衡，像個彈力球撞在地上
Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall
該死，我是不是又喝多了，連地面都感覺不到了
I miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball
昨晚發生了什麼？我現在在哪裡？
Shit must of knocked me out cause i didn＇t feelthe ground at all
該死，我又宿醉了嗎
Wow what the fuck happened last night where am i
頭好痛，再來半顆維柯丁吧，為什麼不呢
Man fuck am i hung over and god damn i
我們準備起飛了，其他的請讓一讓
Got a headache shit half a vicodin, why cant i
有時我覺得我好孤單，我也不知為何
All systems ready for take off, please stand by
感覺我曾經走過這段路
如冰刀刺骨，寂寞佔據了我的身體
Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know
尤其當我一回到家，躲進房間
It feels like ive been down this road before
感覺好似似曾相識，我只想快點離開這裡
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
但是我做不到，即使我嘗試了，這不過是個謊言
As soon as i go home and close the door
我不會走，為什麼？我也不知道
God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
結果我吃了一整顆維柯丁，我的胃頓時感覺一整舒爽
But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie
幾個禮拜之後，我開始覺得藥效不夠我爽
cause i don＇t and why i just don＇t knowwoooo
現在只能夠我感覺舒服一點，湊合著用
要是Proof沒有死，我也不會無止境地嗑藥（EM中學時期開始最鐵的哥們）
So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh
對，沒錯，你不過是把Proof的死作為藉口
Couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high
只要你覺得能說服自己，做什麼都沒關係
Now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by
現在是正午12點，不妨睡個午覺吧
Wouldn＇t even be taking this shit if deshauwn didn＇t die
又不是什麼新鮮事，貓王不也是這麼做的（貓王成名後也嗑藥成性）
Oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use
現在三個月過去了，我又毒癮復發
Theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through
在孩子們回來前先爽一把吧
Its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze
既然我堅信我自己有失眠症（EM白天沒精神需要嗑藥，晚上因為藥效需要安眠藥才能睡著，不斷惡性循環）
What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes
我需要這些藥來入睡，所以我又小睡了三次
Now here i am three monthslater full blown relapse
這樣才能熬過漫長的一天
Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax
每次一片安眠藥，一天總共，三片
And since im convince that im an in-somni-ac
我才可以安穩地睡上一個小時
I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps
現在你知道了，他為什麼
Just to be able to function throughout the day
需要花四年才能做出下一張專輯
Lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three
我差點跟Heath Ledger一樣死於嗑藥
And that averages out to one good hour of sleep
你們還記得那年聖誕節，媒體報導我得肺炎被送去搶救嗎
So now you see the reason how come he
胡扯，你難道真的以為不是美沙酮嗎
Has taken four years to just put out an album b
還有你藏的黃片
See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath
你藏在碟盒裡的藥
Cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing
都藏得天衣無縫吧？所以你安心地Hailie撒謊
It was bolognia was it the methadonia think
Whitney， Laney'寶貝們，再見啦，爹爹要去睡覺啦'（前妻Kim和另一個男人的女兒；Kim妹妹的孩子）
But hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos
走進臥室，關上房門
Ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places
醒來，發現我躺在救護車裡；他們說在浴室地板上發現了昏迷的我，該死
To hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily
有時我覺得我好孤單，我也不知為何
Im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina
感覺我曾經走過這段路
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
如冰刀刺骨，寂寞佔據了我的身體
And wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor
尤其當我回到家，扣上房門
感覺好似似曾相識，我只想快點離開這裡
Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know
但是我做不到，即使我嘗試了，這不過是個謊言
It feels like ive been down this road before
我不會走，為什麼？我也不知道
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
As soon as i go home and close the door
God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do
But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie
cause i don＇t and why i just don＇t knowwoooo
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